Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Breath in…Breath Out…Meeting Hootie Today

If you’ve been a reader of my blog for a while now, then you will know why today is going to put me into an emotional roller coaster…I will probably have many anxiety attacks and want to even throw down on somebody.
Today is the day that I meet Hootie.  Who is Hootie?  Well, she is THAT woman.  THAT woman that my daddy married only 3 months after my mothers passing…THAT woman that I read all those emails that was between her and daddy that were prior to my mothers passing.
Now Hootie isn’t her real name, that would be Judy.  But for some reason I have deemed her Hootie and it has stuck with us all.  I can’t bare to say her real name.  It pisses me off and it makes me want to pull my hair out! 
If you want to read about HER…you can go here.
They are coming down today and will be here this afternoon.  Luckily they aren’t staying here.  But how strange it’s going to be to not have daddy staying here. 
We figure that there won’t be many moments that they spend here.  But we really don’t know for sure. 
Please pray for us…The girls especially…Kayla is old enough to understand and I have told her EVERYTHING!  Because she wanted to know why that her granddaddy wasn’t calling here for a few months when he used to call everyday at 9pm and talk to the girls if they were awake.
Kelsie isn’t old enough to understand who the crap this lady is.  Hopefully they won’t slip up and call her Hootie! *smiles*
So please just say a prayer for us.  They will be going home on Thursday. 


Kelli said...

Good luck today! Breathe in is right...and a couple of prayers.

Darlene said...

Yes a lot of deep breathing. I'll pray that all goes well.

Lilith Silvermane said...

Oh Joanna.. it just broke my heart to read this. I really hope that this woman keeps her distance. I would hate to read some headlines about you going MENTAL on this woman.

Breath deep, come up with a FUNNY/ANGRY tearful post/Facebook message.

We will all be thinking about you, I can't imagine going through this.

Rambling Girl said...

Just try not to let things get to you! I know it must be hard! I hope all goes well today!

Susie from Bienvenue said...

Hang in there girl! I remember when I first started reading your blog. I know that you were and still are very close to your mom. I really dont know what to say other than I understand more than you know. Somthing is very special between a daddy and his daughter. When my dad married I lost a piece of my heart, It didnt last and I now have it back. Hang in there girl! I will be lifting you up in prayer!

Sherri said...

You know how usually I try to get you to calm down over this stuff,but after what all you just found out (and I'm sure you will get to writing about it here)I can't help but just hope you don't get arrested after seeing her:)
Just remember,they will reap what they sow.